From the Land of Mata Ayer

Bismillah, This week the new semester has convened and I'm currently in my 3rd year! How fast time flies and I'm actually nearing 21. Indeed, time is sharp like a sword. Whether you cut it first or you'll soon be cut by it.  Well, during the first session of Kinetics and Reactors design class, Dr Tazli requested for us to do the 4-Temperament Test and Learner Type test. And now I knew which type I'm in. Tadaaaa Strategist Pattern     Choleric-Melancholy     "D-C" The Strategist is more detail oriented than the other Cholerics. They initiate change . They usually operate from a well-thought through plan. They have creative ideas. They will often use very direct, forceful and persistent methods to get results or promote their ideas. They want to be in charge because of confidence in their ability to make things happen the "right" way. They like to solve problems and make decisions ¾ and are actually quite able...

Dia tahu limitations kita. Dia Maha Tahu kelemahan dan kekuatan kita.  Bukan mudah untuk 'juggle' beberapa tanggungjawab pada suatu-suatu masa. Sebagai seorang Muslim, anak, pelajar, pekerja dan ahli masyarakat , kadang-kala terbabas juga..:) Belum tambah lagi 'title' yang lain..haha. Opps, sorry mama ^^ Iman itu sifatnya yazid wa yanqus (naik dan turun), sama juga dengan semangat. Sepanjang tahun 2014 ini, macam-macam terjadi. Ada naiknya, ada turunnya.  It has been a long act of balancing. Life is a testing place, not a resting place .  A quote from Syeikh Zahir during recent Twins of Faith. Exactly, the challenge that we are facing is meant to prepare us for the next level. We step-up our rank by facing those tests. If not to the eyes of human, then to be seen by Allah (which is better, yeay!). Trying my best not to succumb to stress and pressure. But to be moulded by it and never forget to enjoy the sweetness of victory awaiting :) We are entitled...

credit to Syazwan Syahril Aku rindu zaman ketika halaqah adalah keperluan, bukan sekadar sambilan apa lagi hiburan … Aku rindu zaman ketika mabit(Malam Bina Iman dan Takwa) adalah kewajipan bukan pilihan apa lagi beban dan paksaan … Aku rindu zaman ketika daurah menjadi kebiasaan, bukan sekadar pelangkap pengisi program yang dipaksakan … Aku rindu zaman ketika tsiqah menjadi kekuatan, bukan keraguan apa lagi kecurigaan … Aku rindu zaman ketika tarbiyah adalah pengorbanan, bukan tuntutan, hujatan dan suruhan…. Aku rindu zaman ketika nasihat menjadi kesenangan bukan su’udzon atau menjatuhkan … Aku rindu zaman ketika kita semua memberikan segalanya untuk da’wah ini … Aku Rindu zaman ketika nasyid ghuroba menjadi lagu kebangsaan… Aku rindu zaman ketika hadir liqo adalah kerinduan dan terlambat adalah kelalaian … Aku rindu zaman ketika malam gerimis pergi ke puncak mengisi daurah dengan duit yang sedikit dan peta yang tidak jelas … Aku rindu zaman ketika seorang ...

Bismillah, I was really inspired by a poem posted at Ameen Misran page. This piece is made by one of the participants in his event recently. Really inspiring (I changed the word 'brother' to 'sister'). Somehow , Wordless Wednesday doesn't really need to be wordless :) Hey sister don't need to fear Hey, hey listen here Don't give up on something you can do Cuz it's possible, possible for you Stand up, don't need to cry Chin up and put on a smile Cuz hope, there's always hope Believe in Him Nope, He'll never leave you nope And pray, just pray Stay, and don't go astray Have faith, you'll find the way With Him, Him in your heart,  Sister I know its hard, He'll give you something better Just brush off that shoulder You'll never stand alone Cuz His love for you is forever It will be tough Tough i'm sure rough, It ain't gonna be easy  Yeah believe me But hey stop doing this sin! Don't give ...

Credit to Zen Pencils :)

Bila bercakap tentang mahasiswa, tentang api darah muda yang membara, kita sebenarnya punya potensi yang sangat penting untuk agama, bangsa dan negara.  We are the upcoming frontliners of the future.  The faces that will lead this country in the upcoming 50 years.  The responsibilities are catching up fast and prepared or not, one day we are the ones who will be making the big decisions. Are we prepared? That is why in this young age, it is a must for us to gain as much knowledge and experience as we can. To have a strong basis in religion, for us to understand and make a strong reasoning in-line with the syariah. Not based on hamasah (spirit) only.  Keep learning my friends! Kerana tarbiyah itu tidak semestinya di dalam kelas. Banyak cara untuk kita beroleh kefahaman. Puisi ini nukilan Azam Khairudin. Cukup berisi bagi saya. Perlunya kefahaman dalam setiap perkara yang kita kerjakan. Ini tidak, sewaktu Kempen Save Gaza panas di medi...

Bismillah, blog ni agak lama bersawang..haha. Life has been quite challenging these last few days. It's week 12 in UTP! Alongside the tests, assignment,  quizzes and whatnot, this sharing is a really good reminder.  "Semua benda payah." Desis hati kecil. Rasa nak.. Meraung sekuat hati. Menangis berbaldi baldi. Dulu. Semua baik baik saja. But then.  Semuanya berubah. Semuanya makin payah. Semuanya perlu bergegas. Aku LETIH. Assignment berlambak. Quiz test quiz test. Tambah tambah dah nak dekat final. Tanpa paham konsep setiap subject. Dengan diri yang tak terurus. Hati ni. Sakit. Kosong. Everything is not fine. Fikiran hanya focus soal assignment, revision tutorial, project. Urusan dunia. Semuanya kacau bilau. Huru hara! Letih penat! Aku fed up. Dan give up. But then again. I was looking through the windowsill. While the rain is pouring. Beautiful. Subhanallah. Ah! Malas nak melayan kerja yang berlambak atas meja. Pen di flip 360 darjah. Buku b...