From the Land of Mata Ayer

Okay, I know Wednesday is practically over.  But come on, it's my blog:) I'm still reaching , searching for my diminished motivation...hmmm Just be strong, time will wash all regrets, just the way the tide bathes the sand, erasing those marks, slowly, pain-freely

Alhamdulillah, week 3 baru berakhir, I'm currently in week 4, Foundation 3rd semester. For the past few days, I've been to 3 events, ketiga-tiganya cukup ohsem & fulfilling. Kembara Sufi X is the first one, held in UTP for the 10th time. Kembara Sufi ni sebenarnya konsert Islam, dengan tujuan nak mendidik berhibur in the Way of Islam.  Guest artiste malam tu : Far East, Hafiz Hamidun & Ustaz Don. Siapa sangka, Chancellory FULL HOUSE malam tu!  Congrates to all committees termasuklah roomate aku yang sorang ni. The event started around 9.20 pm, with opening song by Far East - Saat Lafaz Sakinah.  No wonder lagu ni ramai orang suka, saya je yang noob..haha.  Liriknya memang touching, dengan atmosphere CH yang dim, memang pakat feeling habisla. An then it was followed by few other songs, but what I loved is their final song - Meniti Di Barzakh .  Meremang bulu roma dengar nasyid tu, bait - baitnya cukup memberi peringatan, reminds us that  ...

Am I in despair now? I don't know, I'm not sure. Technically, this is the first time I obtain that grade, for that particular subject Physics 2 mann. the finale for May 12 examination All of us just have a few hours of sleep that night, almost sleepless To do those past year questions and other miscellaneous And when we open the question paper, most of us seemed to be beaming with joy Since soalan keluar bulat-bulat macam past year.  I could say 80% of them are With hope that it'll somehow help to elevate our pointer And a few days ago, we got our result And technically my heart is shattered.  For the first time I cried due to this subject, I want to blame myself, but I know that that's the best I could do Hmm The pressure is rising How is it so hard to get something that we really really want? I wonder and still wondering i'm in dire need of motivation right now :'(