From the Land of Mata Ayer

Bismillah, blog ni agak lama bersawang..haha. Life has been quite challenging these last few days. It's week 12 in UTP! Alongside the tests, assignment,  quizzes and whatnot, this sharing is a really good reminder.  "Semua benda payah." Desis hati kecil. Rasa nak.. Meraung sekuat hati. Menangis berbaldi baldi. Dulu. Semua baik baik saja. But then.  Semuanya berubah. Semuanya makin payah. Semuanya perlu bergegas. Aku LETIH. Assignment berlambak. Quiz test quiz test. Tambah tambah dah nak dekat final. Tanpa paham konsep setiap subject. Dengan diri yang tak terurus. Hati ni. Sakit. Kosong. Everything is not fine. Fikiran hanya focus soal assignment, revision tutorial, project. Urusan dunia. Semuanya kacau bilau. Huru hara! Letih penat! Aku fed up. Dan give up. But then again. I was looking through the windowsill. While the rain is pouring. Beautiful. Subhanallah. Ah! Malas nak melayan kerja yang berlambak atas meja. Pen di flip 360 darjah. Buku b...

Siapa kata ibadah hanya dalam solat dan puasa? Alangkah indahnya kalau setiap langkah, setiap detik, setiap kudrat, diniatkan untukNya. Belajar itu juga ibadah Bekerja itu juga ibadah Ramadhan masih berbaki, Ayuh! Kejar pahala 10 malam terakhir Kerana tiada siapa yang boleh menjamin, kita akan ketemu Ramadhan yang lain..

Mati tak bisa untuk kau hindari Tak mungkin bisa engkau lari Ajalmu pasti menghampiri Mati tinggal menunggu saat nanti Kemana kita bisa lari Kita pastikan mengalami Mati Sedutan lirik lagu Ungu - Bila Tiba SubhanaAllah, pagi tadi (Jumaat 11 April 2014), mendapat perkhabaran tentang pulangnya seorang sahabiah, Kak Siti Atikah Abdul Rahim (UTP July08, Petroleum Geoscience) ke pangkuan Ilahi. Arwah dikhabarkan kemalangan dalam perjalanan ke tempat kerja di Simpang Renggam, Johor.  Kondisi kereta Arwah Few things about Kak Atikah: - mantan Masulah Lajnah Tarbiyah dan Kepimpinan RAKAN MASJID UTP - Naqibah usrahku tahun lepas, pertemuan terakhir kami sebelum bercuti 4 bulan dan sebelum Kak Atikah bergraduasi (sekitar September lepas). - cukup lembut, penyayang, tegas pada waktunya, banyak yang kami belajar dari Arwah Kak Tikah  Rasa seperti baru sahaja kita berpisah Kak Tikah, terbayang pelukan erat akak, kata-kata semangat akak, senyuman ikhlas a...

Happiness is.. When you just braved a day full of tasks, 2 tests, classes and you still be able to read a few pages of the Holy Quran When you get to know that your friend is happily married since the last few months :) When you know that your parents gives their blessing on what you're doing When seeing the faces of your adik SG ^^ When having simple chitchats with le roomate, le busy roomate When you're early for your class! When being reminded that no matter how tired and stressed you are, Allah is bigger than ALL my problems! When smelling your dried, crisp laundry When meeting your junior UTPian lil' bro When listening to the rain, pouring on your window after a long drought When knowing that all along this long academic hurdle, you are actually doing SOMETHING for the Deen, Biiznillah When meeting your havoc housemates after a long day When realizing that you're actually halfway in pursuing your Degree  When having your usrah after an exhausting w...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,  It has been quite a while since my last post. That was before the UTP Campus Election. Alhamdulillah, the Voting Day was successfully done last 26th and I hold the 3rd highest ranking votes from the 7 winning candidates, Alhamdulillah. Well, the first few weeks have been a roller-coaster ride, we're stabilizing the cabinet right now. The Campaign Period This is the first time UTP sets a 2-week campaign period. Stamina memang kena kuat lah. Lot's of things to be done, tampal poster, photoshoot, prepare campaign materials etc. My classmates and housemates had been really supportive. The 12 Candidates After quite a stint, this Campus Election seemed to be merrier compared to past elections. From my point of view, this is good, although UTP is an IPTS (Private Uni) that are stereotyped with lack of political awareness, this increase of voting percentage is a good start^^ The Supporters They've been really awesome. Even my fellow ...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Alhamdulillah, it's already week 5 in UTP. Time really flies here, MashaAllah:) January has been a hectic month for me, with the Minggu Aluan Siswa , MMK and whatnot. The last 4-month break had been eally invigorating.  It's good to have buffer period sometimes. Trying my best to start strong and start steady. Al-Insyirah:6:)

“Aku kata “astaghfirullah” tapi hati  masih gemar akan maksiat. Aku kata “wa atubu ilaih” tapi jasad  masih melakukan dosa sama. Aku kata “wa nadimna ya Allah” tapi  kesilapan lalu masih kuulangi. Aku kata “subhanallah” tapi aku tidak mampu menghayatinya. Aku kata “alhamdulillah” tapi aku masih tidak bersyukur dengan kurniaanNya. Aku kata “Allahuakbar” tapi cintaku lebih kepada dunia. Aku kata “ma fi qalbi ghairullah” tapi masih ada ruang di hatiku untuk insan yang tidak halal. Aku kata “aku tak layak ke syurga, tapi aku tak sanggup ke nerakaMu ”  namun aku hidup di dunia seakan-akan aku kuat untuk rasa pedih api neraka. Aku kata aku ingin mendekatiMu, Namun amalku tak seiring dengan kata-kataku. Aku malu dengan sepasang mata kurniaanMu ini, Kerana air mata yang mengalir seakan-akan sia-sia. Aku malu dengan tangan yang sudah lelah mengelap air mata, Kerana tingkah laku pemiliknya ini...