From the Land of Mata Ayer

Okay, I know Wednesday is practically over.  But come on, it's my blog:) I'm still reaching , searching for my diminished motivation...hmmm Just be strong, time will wash all regrets, just the way the tide bathes the sand, erasing those marks, slowly, pain-freely

Alhamdulillah, week 3 baru berakhir, I'm currently in week 4, Foundation 3rd semester. For the past few days, I've been to 3 events, ketiga-tiganya cukup ohsem & fulfilling. Kembara Sufi X is the first one, held in UTP for the 10th time. Kembara Sufi ni sebenarnya konsert Islam, dengan tujuan nak mendidik berhibur in the Way of Islam.  Guest artiste malam tu : Far East, Hafiz Hamidun & Ustaz Don. Siapa sangka, Chancellory FULL HOUSE malam tu!  Congrates to all committees termasuklah roomate aku yang sorang ni. The event started around 9.20 pm, with opening song by Far East - Saat Lafaz Sakinah.  No wonder lagu ni ramai orang suka, saya je yang noob..haha.  Liriknya memang touching, dengan atmosphere CH yang dim, memang pakat feeling habisla. An then it was followed by few other songs, but what I loved is their final song - Meniti Di Barzakh .  Meremang bulu roma dengar nasyid tu, bait - baitnya cukup memberi peringatan, reminds us that  ...

Am I in despair now? I don't know, I'm not sure. Technically, this is the first time I obtain that grade, for that particular subject Physics 2 mann. the finale for May 12 examination All of us just have a few hours of sleep that night, almost sleepless To do those past year questions and other miscellaneous And when we open the question paper, most of us seemed to be beaming with joy Since soalan keluar bulat-bulat macam past year.  I could say 80% of them are With hope that it'll somehow help to elevate our pointer And a few days ago, we got our result And technically my heart is shattered.  For the first time I cried due to this subject, I want to blame myself, but I know that that's the best I could do Hmm The pressure is rising How is it so hard to get something that we really really want? I wonder and still wondering i'm in dire need of motivation right now :'(

During these past few days, I've stumbled upon a lot of news on my senior Dermarians representing their respective student body/ leadership body in the upcoming PRK (Pilihan Raya Kampus). I wonder when will I acquire such courage to do the same thing.  But still, I'm proud of them :) Haziq, Dermarian batch '08 Hannan, Dermarian Batch '10 Kak Mira MJ, batch Dermarian '09 Nabil Basarudin, Dermarian batch '08 all the best to my fellow seniors!I believe the school will be very proud of you Moga dipermudahkan segalanya~Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir

Alhamdulillah, selamat sampai ke UTP petang Isnin.  Walaupun terpaksa seret beg berat (nasib baik ada roda ) dari pondok bas sampai depan V1, ada jugak insan prihatin tolong tumpangkan sampai V3, syukran sister from Iran. Sedar tak sedar dah 8 bulan mengejar cita-cita di UTP.  Alhamdulillah semuanya baik-baik saja.  Nak masuk semester yang ke-3 dah pun.  Result final sem 2 InsyaAllah keluar 2 minggu lagi.  Sem 2 yang lepas banyak mengajar pentingnya ada peers yang awesome . eg: 1) roomate yang akan rasa pelik bila tengok roomate dia tak bangun-bangun gi kelas lagi sedangkan selalunya kelas dia banyak waktu pagi  2) housemate yang boleh kejut untuk ke lecture 8 am di Bulan Ramadhan.  Yang ni bila makin sampai hujung Ramadhan, makin mencabar..haha 3) geng-geng yang boleh dibawak study group . Walaupun janji asal nak mula pukul 10 malam, pukul 10.30 ada sorang tengah lepak kat McD,  sorang lagi dah terlentang syahid,  yang lagi soran...

Assalamualaikum & Salam Lebaran (ok, dah seminggu raya...LAME :P It has been quite some time I haven't updated this blog with a REAL post.  Sebelum ni post pendek-pendek ja.  Many things actually happens during these short period.  For this semester, I've been involved with 3 events, namely ; - Seminar Fiqh Dakwah Mahasiswa (Ceremony & Protocol),  - Ramadhan Discovery (4Palestine Dept) & - Titian Budi (Activities & Events)~yang ni tak habis lagi, lepas habis paper 4hb ni fikir balik Ketiga-tiga event ni akan di'recap' dengan lebih detail bila dah habis sem ni (kalau rajin la..haha) This is the first Ramadhan away from home.  Walaupun bukan di oversea( adakah perlu mood sayu tetiba??  rasanya tak, study di M'sia senang nak balik rumah kalau emergency..hehe) Seronok puasa di UTP, kalau berbuka di masjid, dalam pukul 6.30 ptg dah ramai start tadarus, suasana dalam masjid An Nur terus jadi hening. I just realized that during this m...