From the Land of Mata Ayer

Coming in terms with it, I realized that I wasn't ready. The act of making me wait for 16 weeks w/o reason is unacceptable. Yet I'm searching for the wisdom that lies behind it. A good friend used to ask " How can you bear with it? , you don't even look sad" I'm not sure how I should react, plus the maintained "cool" facade that I always got had made me seemed unwavered by his gesture. I should cry Maybe I should For this seemingly strong iron lady does have her softer, weaker side. It's ok This week has been a ride of tasks/meetings. Lot's of it. As if Allah is telling me to stop thinking about it for a while. Yeah, I got tonnes of things to do. :D Need to put on my cape and save the city of Gotham sometimes ~ About death My friend's dad passed away last weekend. It was so sudden, yet she managed to spend 2 days by his side, Alhamdulillah. She is strong, stronger than me. Stay strong Azfar, for Allah never burdened us mor...

Bismillah, I was really inspired by a poem posted at Ameen Misran page. This piece is made by one of the participants in his event recently. Really inspiring (I changed the word 'brother' to 'sister'). Somehow , Wordless Wednesday doesn't really need to be wordless :) Hey sister don't need to fear Hey, hey listen here Don't give up on something you can do Cuz it's possible, possible for you Stand up, don't need to cry Chin up and put on a smile Cuz hope, there's always hope Believe in Him Nope, He'll never leave you nope And pray, just pray Stay, and don't go astray Have faith, you'll find the way With Him, Him in your heart,  Sister I know its hard, He'll give you something better Just brush off that shoulder You'll never stand alone Cuz His love for you is forever It will be tough Tough i'm sure rough, It ain't gonna be easy  Yeah believe me But hey stop doing this sin! Don't give ...