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Sebesar Manakah Jiwa Kita?

Berada di usia awal dua puluhan dan bergerak dalam organisasi, antara ayat cliche yang selalu didengari ialah " kamu mestilah berjiwa besar".
Cliche, kah? Well, bergelumang dalam dunia engineering, everything must be specific, exact and measurable.  Jadi bagaimana caranya ingin mengukur jiwa besar? Apa kriterianya? Apa aspek yang mesti dipenuhi untuk memastikan bahawa jiwa kita ini jiwa yang besar?


Alhamdulillah, in our recent usrah with regards of Fiqh Al-Ikhtilaf (Fiqh of Difference in Opinion), it downs to my sense that somehow to get a 'big heart' it relates a lot with accepting differences and appreciating similarities. Sometimes, you might need to sacrifice your emotions in order to prevent a bigger gap or misunderstanding, senang cakap nak elakkan perbalahan (dalam dialek Terengganu : gocoh).



Fiqh Al-Ikhtilaf merupakan salah satu fiqh daripada 5 fiqh yang utama: a. Fiqh Al-Maqasid (sasaran), membahas tentang sasaran syariat dalam segala aspek kehidupan.
b. Fiqh Awlawiy…

Monologue

Somehow, I just hoped that one day my future self will speak to my past.

Dear me, congratulations!
You've found Him and him. Enjoy the feast and luxuries of Jannah. 
You can rest now.
The road that you've trodden might have been very steep and bumpy, now wipe up your tears .
Be steadfast and keep praying.
Lift your head high and never stop dreaming.
Your parents, family and friends are waiting for you.
Keep walking, just a few more steps to go.

By that time, you can rest my dear self 

7 Pesanan Untuk Adik-adik UTP

Alhamdulillah, seharian bumi Perlis diturunkan hujan yang sangat lebat.  Ibarat menangisi ujian yang menimpa tanah air ini.  Bumi Malaysia sedang diuji sekarang,  dengan jerebu,  dengan tragedi di Mekah, dengan jatuhnya nilai Ringgit,  dengan pemimpinnya  dan dengan diri kita sendiri.
Saya sekarang berada di penghujungan cuti semester sebelum melangkah ke alam praktikal di Kerteh. Ini bermakna hanya tinggal sekitar 25% lagi Ijazah Kejuruteraan Kimia yang perlu disempurnakan menjelang Mei 2016 ketika pulang ke kampus. 
Demi Masa! Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian - Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar. (QS : Al-Asr)
Sememangnya manusia selalu bersumpah dengan masa, dan ironinya, selalu terlupa. Sedangkan hayat itu singkat dan ilmu Allah itu luas. Mungkin secara sedar ataupun tidak, kita sudah kesuntukan masa untuk menunaikan tanggungjawab dunia dan panggilan Tuhan. Ke mana masa itu pergi?
Ada beb…

Internal Confession #1

Coming in terms with it, I realized that I wasn't ready.
The act of making me wait for 16 weeks w/o reason is unacceptable. Yet I'm searching for the wisdom that lies behind it.
A good friend used to ask " How can you bear with it? , you don't even look sad"
I'm not sure how I should react, plus the maintained "cool" facade that I always got had made me seemed unwavered by his gesture.
I should cry
Maybe I should
For this seemingly strong iron lady does have her softer, weaker side.

It's ok
This week has been a ride of tasks/meetings. Lot's of it.
As if Allah is telling me to stop thinking about it for a while.
Yeah, I got tonnes of things to do. :D
Need to put on my cape and save the city of Gotham sometimes ~

About death
My friend's dad passed away last weekend. It was so sudden, yet she managed to spend 2 days by his side, Alhamdulillah.
She is strong, stronger than me. Stay strong Azfar, for Allah never burdened us more than what we can withstand.



Day 422

Day 422
Alhamdulillah, dengan linangan air mata gembira aku menoktahkan salah satu cabang perjalanan dalam hidupku. 
Semoga 1.5 tahun yang aku sumbang menjadi saham akhirat untukku. 
Jalan ini tidak mudah, sekali-kali tidak mudah. Cabarannya dimana-mana. 
Doakan aku agar terus bergerak, terus istiqamah menyumbang untuk Ummah. 
Terima kasih sahabat, teman dan rakan kerana mewarnai hidupku selama ini.
We've made it, dear comrades!


Lirik lagu Paradise dari Maher Zain cukup menggambarkan perasaanku sekarang. Ya Tuhan, betapa aku inginkan JannahMu!

And now we're here feeling so good.
About all the things that we went through 
Knowing that God is pleased with us too
It's not a dream, this is so true

Feeling the peace all around
Seeing things we could never imagine
Hearing the sound of rivers flow
And we know we'll be here forever
The feeling is indescribable 
Knowing that this is our reward 

Do you remember the hard times we went through? 
And those days we used to argue
But there was not one t…

Rintih Mada

"Ayah,
Ini anakmu, Mada
Yang tidak tahu dimana kuburmu,
Maafkan aku, ayah
Maafkan aku, marah padamu,
Maafkan aku, melupakan ajaranmu,
Meninggalkan mu,
Kalau kamu ada di sini,
Aku akan bersimpuh memohon maaf padamu, ayah,

Ya Allah,
Tidak terhitung berapa banyak sesalan hamba,
Malu hamba,
Hancur hati hamba,
Hanya Engkau yang bisa menghapuskan dosa-dosaku,
Aku faham sekarang,
Semua cubaan ini untuk mendekatkan aku padaMu,
Aku menyerah pada aturanMu,
Tunjukkan aku jalan,
Ya Allah"


~Mada (Haji Backpacker)

Nota Hati

"Kalau aku bisa melihatMu,
Mungkin aku akan terus percaya,
Kalau aku bisa mendengar suaraMu,
Mungkin aku bisa mengikuti kehendakMu,
Aku sedar
Aku sedar, aku tidak bisa membuatmu seperti yang aku inginkan
Mungkin ini caraMu mengiji seberapa tebal imanku"


~Mada (Haji Backpacker)



Perjalanan yang diharungi Mada dalam travelognya sangat menyentuh pemikiran. Kerana kecewa, dibawa dirinya merentas 9 negara, tanpa arah tujuan. Siapa tahu, hidayah datang menerpa, membawa kembali dirinya kepada Sang Pencipta.


An obstacle along this way will not bring me down. I need to be strong , and have faith. Kerana keyakinan itulah, kita berada di jalan ini, menuju janji Allah yang akan memenangkan Islam. Seperti kisah Tsuraqah yang dijanjikan Rasulullah akan gelang kisra' Parsi. Di zaman Saidina Umar akhirnya tertunai. Begitu juga perjalanan kita, mungkin kita tidak menang sekarang, tapi suatu hari nanti akan sampai juga saat itu. Berpegang teguhlah dengan janji Allah.  Ku Nurasyiqin, keep calm and mov…

Dear Adik

Dear Adik,
I'm not sure whether you'll read this post, but truly as a sister I love you.
For 10 years, we've been together until our little sister came to join the family.

Iklan sekejap ^^"
Dear Adik,
I know,
You may be pissed off sometimes due to my 'pushy' nature, I admit that. And I'm sorry.
I did that because I want you to be someone useful for Ummah. 
Yang tahu membezakan yang haq dan batil.
Yang ada ilmu agama di dada, walaupun tidak membukit tinggi, Tapi cukup buat bekalan hari-hari mendatang,
Yang boleh mengimamkan solat jenazah bila tiba saatnya nanti.
You know that you're next-in-line to be my wali after Ayah
Kita tidak menduga apa yang bakal terjadi.
But if that time comes, I want to leave you knowing that you can make good decisions on your own.
Boleh membuat pertimbangan rasional disaat darah muda menggelegak.
Kamu lelaki, dik. 
You'll be the backbone of the family.

Dear Adik, 
You've been a really good brother all these time.
And I admit that they&#…

My Personality Plus

Bismillah, This week the new semester has convened and I'm currently in my 3rd year! How fast time flies and I'm actually nearing 21. Indeed, time is sharp like a sword. Whether you cut it first or you'll soon be cut by it.  Well, during the first session of Kinetics and Reactors design class, Dr Tazli requested for us to do the 4-Temperament Test and Learner Type test. And now I knew which type I'm in.



Tadaaaa
Strategist Pattern     Choleric-Melancholy     "D-C"

The Strategist is more detail oriented than the other Cholerics. They initiate change. They usually operate from a well-thought through plan. They have creative ideas. They will often use very direct, forceful and persistent methods to get results or promote their ideas. They want to be in charge because of confidence in their ability to make things happen the "right" way. They like to solve problems and make decisions¾and are actually quite able to do so. They usually have well thought-out goals a…