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Di Mana Dia di Hatiku?

Bismillah, blog ni agak lama bersawang..haha. Life has been quite challenging these last few days. It's week 12 in UTP! Alongside the tests, assignment,  quizzes and whatnot, this sharing is a really good reminder.



 "Semua benda payah." Desis hati kecil.

Rasa nak..
Meraung sekuat hati.
Menangis berbaldi baldi.

Dulu.
Semua baik baik saja.

But then. 

Semuanya berubah.
Semuanya makin payah.
Semuanya perlu bergegas.

Aku LETIH.

Assignment berlambak. Quiz test quiz test. Tambah tambah dah nak dekat final. Tanpa paham konsep setiap subject. Dengan diri yang tak terurus. Hati ni. Sakit. Kosong. Everything is not fine. Fikiran hanya focus soal assignment, revision tutorial, project. Urusan dunia. Semuanya kacau bilau. Huru hara! Letih penat!

Aku fed up. Dan give up.

But then again.

I was looking through the windowsill. While the rain is pouring. Beautiful. Subhanallah. Ah! Malas nak melayan kerja yang berlambak atas meja. Pen di flip 360 darjah. Buku bersepah atas meja. Laptop dibiar habis batt…